Friday, December 14, 2012

Poem - There is no time

I thought for this blog post, I would simply publish a poem of mine.  Enjoy!



There is no time


slipping
and wheeling down steep slopes
the wind catches our ease
and sends us to outer reaches
where the dead sleep their ancient sleep
      and lullabies are heard no more

there is no time
to wind back the happiness we had
there is no time
to whisper secrets to tall fences
      it will take forever
           to answer
for all the wishes the day has given to evening stillness

a thought I once had
was to catch all the dust
from all the mantelpieces
that contain the bric-a-brac
     of lives still lived
         and put it into a bottle
seal it tight as air in summer
and give it to the ground
so that when time was right
and stars were aligned in shapes made of silk
the wantings of farthest wanderings
       would remember
           what the forest never could
(and that is the future
and all that has been given with good intent)

I will always be here
before any other move made
on any chessboard
I will always be here
and when the rest are gone
to scrape fire from their eyes
      I will give you water
           and you will douse the flames
of what should never be
and what will always be
in times of side glimpsed hope
and burnt down vision
and in this
the whole world will reel
it will nestle on window panes
and give back to spirited adventurers
a key
that none have yet used
    and it will open doors
          that sand never could
and in these places
rooms made of evil acts
will scare even the bravest
and their tongues will speak of war
but their hearts will yearn for peace

and then
before too long
I will have the sound you make
as you drift to sleep
     and we will cradle the dark
             and give rest to the wicked

Friday, November 30, 2012

Poem in Snorkel

A few weeks ago I had the great pleasure of being published in an online poetry journal called Snorkel.  Snorkel is a great journal, publishing Australian and New Zealand poetry and from around the world.  My poem is one of my oneiric poems, meaning dream-like.  The poem resonates with Holderlin's poetry, and has a line structure that is similar to Holderlin's.  The poem aims to find that fragmented and disjointed beauty we find in dreams.  You can read the poem here in the Snorkel journal. Hope you enjoy!

Friday, November 23, 2012

Award for Brainwaves

Last Saturday night our radio show Brain Waves won an award at the Community Broadcasting Association of Australia awards dinner. The award was for excellence in training.  When we were trained, we all did demos, and 3CR sent them in. The award is very large, and a national award, and everyone at Brain Waves is over the moon.  I got to go up on stage with my colleagues and the collect the award. I was wearing my top hat of course! Ben Rinaudo, our program co-ordinator, gave a great speech. Hopefully this award helps to lay another plank on the bridge towards the de-stigmatisation of mental illness in the community. Thanks to the Mental Illness Fellowship of Victoria who sponsor the show.

Friday, November 16, 2012

Feature at the Dan O'Connell

On Saturday I had the great pleasure of being the feature poet at the Dan O'Connell poetry sessions.  I had an half an hour slot, and so got to show case a good portion of my oeuvre.  I read from from published poems, my new poems, and some old favourites.  I also read from my two books, which was a real treat.  I sold some of my books, and signed a few copies.  There were about 20 people there, and I got quite an ovation at the end of my time. I even got to where my top hat! The Dan O'Connell is a real institution, and it was an honour to be able to contribute to this great history.

Friday, November 9, 2012

Griffith University Conference

Had the great pleasure last week to be invited to the anual Griffith University postgraduate conference, called Borders Boundaries and Transgressions. It was at the Gold Coast campus.  The day was filled with great postgraduate papers, on a whole range of topics, from acquired brain injury, to artist rights, to social media and gothic fiction. My part of the day came at the end when I was asked to speak to the postgraduates about careers post the PhD.  I spoke about my life as a writer, the media I had done, my experiences volunteering for mental health NGO's and gave some advice about the PhD experience itself.  A great day was had by all, and looking forward to next year!

Friday, October 26, 2012

Poets Corner

Thought I would do a blog on my radio show.  I host a radio show once a month on 3CR.  It is part of the Brain Waves Program, and is called Poets Corner.  Brainwaves is a show about and for people with mental illness.  We hear stories of recovery, stories of struggle, funny stories, and sad stories.  The show  is sponsored by the Mental Illness Fellowship of Victoria.  Poets Corner is the poetry branch of the show.  We interview people with mental illness who are poets, about their life and work.  We hear their poems, and hear about their struggles.  We have interviewed Stu Hatton, Initially No, Maree Cowan amongst others.  My co-host is the poet and artist Graeme Doyle.  We really have a great re pore   We met during our training sessions, and got along famously. In fact, these training sessions, which were recorded as demos, have been nominated for the training award at the awards night for the Australian Association of Community Radio.  Let's see if we win!

If you would like to listen to podcasts of Poets Corner you can click here to go to the 3CR website, or you can find them on itunes!

Friday, October 19, 2012

Ceremony for Mental Health Week

On Sunday I had the great pleasure of being involved in a ceremony to mark the end of mental health week.  The ceremony was run by the Mental Illness Fellowship of Victoria, and I read a poem.  I got some great feedback about my performance, and I got to wear my top hat!  The poem was on relationships, and it was one of my better poems I think.  We had a civil celebrant conduct the ceremony, and Heidi Everett played music throughout the performance.  The Mental Illness Fellowship of Victoria do some fine work, and there contribution to awareness of mental health issues is extraordinary   I had the great pleasure to work on their helpline for a year, which was a great experience.

Here is to breaking down the stigma of mental illness!